Kävelin takaisin Kallahdenharjun luontopolkua pitkin ja nautin suunnattomasti yksinäisyydestä ja hiljaisuudesta. Meri oli peilityyni ukonilman edellä ja yöllä taivas täyttyikin salamoista. Luonto on minulle kuin kirkko - siellä rauhoitun ja pääsen eroon turhista ajatuksista. Ehkä henkisyys kiinnostaa minua senkin vuoksi, että meditoidessa ja henkisissä tilaisuuksissa pääsen eroon kiireisestä elämänrytmistä ja saan yhteyden omaan sisimpääni. On helpompi pitää oikea suunta, kun välillä hiljenee ja tyhjentää mielensä.
I went to psychic session of Darren Brittain just out of curiosity. After sitting down I noticed several familiar faces around me and I was more delighted to meet old friends than the dead people. I wasn't expecting any message anyway because I've had so many and I know what they are going to say. I simply have to concentrate to complete my life's work and that is something I have to do all by myself. The spirits can only help you that much. And I must remember to respect living people because how can I be worthy of the other world messages if I don't even master this world? This is something everyone should remember - concentrate on the living and doing your very best in this life and this world. We are all going to die. Don't waste your time on waiting for salvation. You are the one who needs to save yourself and others.
Darren Brittain was magnificent by the way. He was talented, funny and energetic - he made the whole audience laugh even though the messages were serious. I was most moved by the messages of a young man who had committed suicide and of a little girl who had died from meningitis. But I'm a sceptic till the end - hoping that science will eventually prove these energies and other levels of existence.
I walked back through a nature trail along an esker surrounded by sea, enjoying the silence and beauty of nature. The sea was dead calm before the thunder storm that struck in the night. I guess I just want more peace and silence in my life and that is why I'm interested in spiritualism too. It's easier to find your way when you clear your mind from time to time and listen to your intuition. I'm also a truth seeker, I want to learn to understand life - which seems quite pointless as it is. There has to be more. And in a way I've always known that there is. I would also like to help people by bringing messages from the other side - and I have - because nothing is more important than helping others. It gives you so much joy when someone comes to you looking sad and confused and leaves full of light and happiness. Radiation treatment of the best kind!